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One Day

My husband – my EX husband – got married last week. He stood up with his children and hers, kissed his new wife, and went on to a honeymoon in Memphis. I saw it on Facebook so it must be true…

Maybe I’ll find someone I can love too, if I stop holding on so damn tight. Maybe this was my cue to let go… I feel so utterly stuck behind my own freakish misery and I hate it.

Yet I do hope he’s happy.. I honestly do. The Good Lord knows how I feel about him – there’s no mistaking it, really – and I guess maybe it’s time..

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4 responses to “One Day”

  1. Nikki Avatar
    Nikki

    How are you? How’s Gracie? Y’all have been on my mind lately and just wanted to check in on y’all!

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    1. whatamberthinks Avatar
      whatamberthinks

      We’re making it. We mostly keep to ourselves these days, virus or not.. Dratton doesn’t seem to want much to do with her beyond child support and I just don’t have the energy to fight him on it. She’s not the one missing out, y’know.. How have y’all been? Haven is absolutely precious.. I love seeing her videos and whatnot on Facebook. She looks like she’s got a great personality.. Grace is doing really well. She’s finally trying to bear weight on her feet, and girl.. she calls me MOM! I waited 10 whole years for that.. it’s the stuff..

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      1. Nikki Avatar
        Nikki

        I hate that he isn’t having anything to do with her, but you’re right , he is the one missing out. We’ve been doing pretty good..just trying to stay sane during all of this mess. Haven is a mess but I haven’t seen her since the whole social distancing thing.
        I’m so glad to hear that about Gracie! I pray she continues to make progress is walking around like a pro soon <3

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  2. Writer of words Avatar
    Writer of words

    I’m sorry to read this. I understand on many levels (although for different reasons).

    I keep telling myself when I get down to “love yourself” because if I don’t, how can someone else?

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